Thursday, April 30, 2009

labour day tml? labouring indeed! my hands want to break liao. i failed this chinese test and as a consequence, i have to copy almost the whole of the lecture notes. theres a total of 11 pages to copy and they are all CHINESE CHARACTERS!!! for once, i thought i might just want to copy everything in a go but i realised i cant. i spent two hours copying 7 pages of lecture notes into 14 pages of my gao zi. (its even more than the amount needed to write for a 3hr CLLP2 can!) 4 more pages to copy.. which would translate to perhaps another 10 pages? i dont think i can learn while i copy because my mentality is that i want to finish copying FAST. i shall continue tml.. RAH RAH RAHHHHHH

angry.. who esle but myself to blame for failing the test? buttttttt, isnt it better for one to make mistake now than at the As? i got study for the test ok. the reason why i failed is because the short structured questions i almost got 0 la.. big big in red " URE NOT ANSING THE QNS! READ QNS CAREFULLY!" (in chinese) i suppose i misinterpreted the qns or sth? even after copying half of the lecture notes, i have yet to figure out whats the right approach. cher say until like we did not put in much effort, merely studying awhile the night before. come on thats not the case! at least for me, i know i have studied.. its just that i dont understand/ misinterpret the qns. i am lieing if i say i was pleased with her.

yayaya, so my point is, ITS SO UNFAIR. I FEEL SO GRIEVANCE! the amount to copy is really too much. those who score even lower have more to write, i dont know how they are going to manage.. waste my time waste my pen ink.. i have never copied so much! besides, the material aint going into my head!

next week another one. i better not fail.. that other set of lecture notes is even longer..