emptiness

2010-10-01T22:29:00.001-07:00

yo finally a break for me! i flunked my midterms :( dont care already, results come out then cry lol. elearning wk next wk, can have a breather. but german is not participating, so i will still be going back sch for 3 days. need to go back gis lab do gis+carto anw. haha! but still, good for me since i am a 5 day week-er! booo

heard from seniors about the language immersion programme and geog fieldstudies! i am so going to go!!! + SEP (if my cap can make it) i will probably go for the immersion programme next June after i finish my german2. Hooray! i havent figure out which sem should i go for the fieldstudies.. hm hm.. theres alot of planning to do. i wanna go overseas holiday too! hahaha exciting :p

i am looking forward to the end of sem1, half a sem more to go!
look beyond the final exams ~ kekeke.

2010-06-28T08:21:00.000-07:00

i really dont know myself. CONFUSED shit

2010-06-19T22:34:00.000-07:00

dark eye circles and eye bags have been hunting me foreverrrrr. i spent $$$ on eye creams and masks but all like no use! i have thick double eyelids, so coupled with the eye bags below, makes my eyes look v puffy and no spirit.. luckily theres makeup! but its only a temporary solution :( mine is natural.. bcos i sleep 12 hours everyday hahaha. but my sleep isnt deep, these days i have been going to bed at 12am and falling asleep only at about 3/4am.

watch 女人我最大.搶救黑眼圈大作戰

teach you which acupressure points to press when using skincare products.
i am going to do it diligently heehee.

introduce e use of makeup to make it better!

the one recommended in e show is from chanel. i have one to recommend to ppl too! that is benefit's confession of a concealaholic set.

the concealers in there are concentrated kind. theres erase paste, mainly used to cover dark circles. boi-ing to cover any bemishes. the one in yellow is the lemon aid. similar to the yellow concealer used in e show. the pink one is to brighten your eyes.

i have tried and i think its gooddddddddd! haha. it comes in a set so its more worth to buy this because individual items would cost abt 40+ each. this set costs $65. although qty is less but you got everything you need in a pack! haha

the show also mentioned 山楂花茶. who knows where to get the essence in sg?

GO AWAY DARK CIRCLES & EYE BAGS!!!!

(yes removed tagboard since its so dead haha)

2010-06-03T07:33:00.000-07:00

why is it that i can understand but not pacified?

2010-04-22T01:19:00.000-07:00

i cant stop smiling because i met my angel today!!!

2010-03-29T07:16:00.000-07:00

today when i took lift, there was this jc girl who lives in the same block as i do (nv see her before), she asked me which floor and said goodbye to me when i left. i felt quite heart-warming. because.. ppl usually aint so friendly? heard before many stories about people living so close to each other for years yet felt so much like strangers (whats that chinese story? the one on neighbours complaining and snow wall forming or whatever). if i am her, i would probably offer to help press as well, but i think i wouldnt say goodbye. i din expect her to say goodbye, so was abit staggered but still managed to say goodbye.

what a nice world it would be if everybody is like her.. hehe. i met before the direct opposite kinds.. first to enter the lift but just dont bother to press even her own's, expecting you to ask her and help her press. see the face you know - -

goodbye! :D

2010-03-25T08:23:00.000-07:00

is a white lie good or bad?

2010-03-24T06:14:00.000-07:00

just a random thought. shouldnt all girls have at least once thought their daddy is the best man on earth? i think i just did.. over a very small thing :)

hey hey! (dudududududu~) Yeah yeah! (dudududududu~)
i am quite high because i have recovered from my flu! whenever i listen to this song, i cant stop shaking my finger and sing along hahaha

2010-03-22T07:57:00.000-07:00

my nosetap opened and dripped non stop. Now it is closed but has also blocked my supply of oxygen. guess i have no choice but to open my mouth whole night while i sleep, making my throat that is already experiencing drought even drier. i sound manly now. Will be on mc tml.

2010-03-17T05:51:00.000-07:00

let go and you will realise ure a happier person

2010-03-06T17:39:00.000-08:00

reflection reflection! my result is unsatisfactory.. :( Only got one grade with an edgy top (jiangtao). I am sad for awhile, cried for a while and then accept and forget it. But when the reality strikes, i cant help but feel sad and lost. i had it coming but who dont wish for a miracle! Like my parents said, i reap what i sow.. I admit i am playful and not working hard enough. Seems to be always settling for mediocrity. quit blaming weird math questions, or pushing it to being in a sick state for cll. i am working hard, but just not hard enough.. confidence isnt enough.

this is how sg works. if you miss any A, even one, everything becomes unsecured. sg is small, theres only 2 universities (excluding smu since some ppl dont consider smu at all). raffles hwa chong are enough to fill up the popular courses. raffles got 304 students scoring 7 distinctions, 80+ scoring 8 distinctions. getting 3 distinctions is easy feat to them. then where do we stand?
if you got deep pockets, go overseas. my plan now is to try for nus fass (will still apply biz sch although chances are minimal) and i have got plans to apply for german universities. for practical reasons, theres no tuition fees. to me, studying overseas is a new experience but it means getting out of my comfort zone, learning to be independent in an unfamilar environment, esp if you dont understand the local language. i am gathering courage, so oversea study is a possibility.. since theres no guarantee i'll get into fass, i nd to create alternatives.

on a lighter note, i am gg europe for a holiday in may! hahaha i am so looking forward. paying the deposit itself has already burned my pocket (amount i earned during work is not enough to cover) to think i am haboring thoughts of getting a swiss watch (tag!) and branded bags. ok i need money $.$ later you see me come back everyday eat loti hahaha

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found job! but the boss is scary! pay is l-o-w

2010-02-07T06:45:00.001-08:00

i want a tag heuer timepiece

2010-01-02T01:01:00.000-08:00

WTF WTF WTF
Am i swuay or what!!? I accidentally spilled a bottle of nail polish. Dark maroon colour. Over my chair, the floor, fan and bed sheet. Zzzzz. I totally O.O OMG I AM IN FOR IT. seriously, never ever spill nail polishes! They are darn hard to remove.. Wasted my remover which could have been used for a long time. And of course the polish itself is a goner. I was in such a desperate situation trying to salvage everything. Made it worse by tainting the basin. Got scolded by dad cos now the marble floor is still tainted, cnt remove anymore. Ugly.

I was doing manicure, a combination of nude and metallic pink with floral nail art and gliter. It happened when i am done with left hand and moved on to paint my feet. Din continue to do my right hand cos the nail of second finger was broken. Then i dont know how, i just spilled the bottle of nail polish. RAHHHHHHHHHH. hands got tainted as well, probably have to remove my nicely done nails on my left hand as they got alittle destroyed.

Really. only 3rd day of 2010 and i am getting all these shit. Zzz.

2009-12-25T04:49:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas!!! :D
It is not rare to receive angbaos as present but its a novelty to put the cash with sponge and wrapped as a present LOL

2009-12-17T04:22:00.000-08:00

i start work liao! today first day. definitely will be more busy later days. what good is that the other 2 temp staffs are also from ny!!! what do you call that? the feeling that we are one family though we barely know each other. HAHHAHA! got accompany. the shifu i am attached to is quite nice too. (comments are as of now)

although office work is not as hard as those working as sales or f&b, theres stressssssssssssss. lol everything talks about efficiency.. first day they may allow you to do 30 reports in 3 hours but not so after a few days liao. 'WOLS' lol

temp job's salary is peanut zzz

i am still sick :(((

2009-12-14T22:59:00.000-08:00

i was clearing my NETS receipt and realised how much i have spent just this holiday. the amount is close to 700! >< this amount is only on NETS lo.. omg i should really stop spending. only got whole stretch of withdrawals, i want deposits! $.$ new cards on the way.. OOOOHHHHH :S

2009-12-06T06:09:00.000-08:00

D&D ON THE 4TH DEC AT GRAND HYATT

it was great! the people, the food, the programmes. :D My white dress is brought from daniel yam @ 160 bucks. cost the bulk of my prom shopping. loved the greenishwhite flower ring i brought from fie japan at 38 bucks. ya and others i have them all along. i did my makeup on my own, my skills are improving man! successully put on fake eyelashes, although it fall off alittle. my clique and I went to have our hair done at a shop in far east before gg for the prom. HAHA. Agnes, the hairdresser is very nice, good service and yet charge us at a cheap price. she made our hair look awesome! named me as the fairy and jac as the devil LOL. i am gg back to her to perm my hair this coming week. *excited*

at the prom, most people are busy taking photographs and hopping around tables. haha i din took many photos, because my social circle is this small -> o so i dont really hop around tables finding friends to take photo. a bad word would be anti-social? HAHA whatever. really i dont eat alot, its just that people are so busy taking pictures that they totally forgotten to eat. they eat so little that i appeared to be eating alot. i am full though :x well, its fun. get to see people dressed up, looking different from they normally do, a breakthrough, looking gorgeous/handsome. makeup do wonders, agree with that dont ya. eye makeup is very important to me for it makes me look much more spirited. i think few or none wore inappropriately.

ok pictures as below. these are from my camera (sucks). save them if you want to and if you have pictures with me that i dont have, please do send to me thro mail at jrfaith@gmail.com or @hotmail thro msn. thanks

with the gorgeous peiyu

with xuezhen

she loves to do this so i do along :p

ophe,py,me,xz

with weishen

with ophe

with april

with esther ham ham

with xiuwen. cool wetllook!

the girls :))

with peiyu

with mdm ainon our form! :D

me,ophe,jac

class photo

me,py,irene

jac and irene :)

"fairy and devil" LOL

prom queen acting slutty

with julia darling! (i din realise i was standing so not close to you :[ )

irene <33

before gg off

with prom king (yes i know what we look like..)

anyway, i created a facebook account (in an attempt to look at others' prom pictures) but i left it hanging. i am just too lazy to do all the idk what things but it felt like there are lots to do with a newly set up account..

2009-12-02T03:19:00.000-08:00

PROMISE BY A.N.JELL

YA! I FINISHED YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL TODAY. HAPPY ENDING :)
I AM RARELY BOY-CRAZY RIGHT? BUT I AM YOUR FAN (PAN) GEUN SUK OPPA! LOLLOL MUST I SAY AGAIN?! CUTEEEE, YOUNG, HANDSOMEE, SEXAYE! I LIKE I LIKE :DDD
HEHE MY TOP 3 KOREAN ACTORS ARE JANG GEUN SUK, LEE JOON KI AND LEE DONG WOOK!

LOVE IT WHEN HE TIES UP HIS HAIR

HANDSOMEEEEEE

CHECK HIM IN OUT THE LATEST "YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL" KDRAMA! *SMILES*

HAHA I DONT REALLY LIKE THIS HAIRSTYLE BUT STILL GOOD-LOOKING

HOW CAN A PERSON STILL BE SO CUTE WHEN HE LIKES TO TWIT HIS MOUTH LIKE THAT?! IT CAN BE AN ANNOYING ACTION (QIAN BIAN)

IN BEETHOVEN VIRUS (THIS DRAMA SUCKS BECAUSE I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY THE MAIN GIRL CHOSE THE OLDER GUY WHEN THE YOUNGER GUY IS SO GREAT) ARMY KIND OF HAIR HE HAS THERE BUT REALLY IF YOU HAVE A BF IN ARMY LOOKING LIKE THAT.. *CHUCKLES*

IN HONG GIL DONG. HIS ROLE AS THE PRINCE INSIDE IS MYSTER- IOUSLY CHARMING

IF U WANT TO SEE HIM AS A HIGHSCHOOLER, CHECK THIS MOVIE OUT!

I remembered a friend who told me this young chap in hwang jinyi is very cute and yes he is jang geun suk!!! (hes very young)

2009-11-28T20:00:00.000-08:00

watching 宮心計! lol i must say the real show starts only at ep30 which is gg to end liao. hmm last night was the finale. this kind of concubines vying for fame theme is not rare in tvb, so the plot isnt that WOW. but its still worth a watch to check out the costumes and the acting skills. tavia yeung is not bad!

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MUST WATCH: YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL kdrama
sup sup nice!! plot is similar to hana kimi, but background in the entertainment circle. hilarious and touching! Jang Geun Suk is so handsomeeeeeee hehe one of my fav korean actor. hes so versatile. can be cute, handsome and sexy. HAHAHA hes very young too! at first when i noticed this drama i din bother to watch because the cover was angelic.. until ytd i chanced upon and saw that Jang Geun Suk is the protagonist. TURNS OUT VERY NICE~ i am being said crazy for laughing so loudly infront of the laptop. HAHAHA MUST WATCH 16EP ALL OUT CAN WATCH ONESHOT

lets do it the korean way. Geun Suk oppa~ LOL

hai :( havent been gg out cos i am waiting for a stupid eyesore pimple to heal. but i still have many things to shop for. meanwhile, i did a photo ablum for my brother. (what the hell am i doing) i felt embarrassed as i did a photo ablum for myself when i was in primary sch and my parents realised some of the baby photos are not me. -____- yaya as if i think my bro's baby photos are cuter and deliberately passed them off as mine. zzzz it turns out quite a handful are mistaken. mum said first baby took much more pictures than the second. favouritism!

2009-11-20T04:04:00.000-08:00

HELLO MY A LEVEL ENDED WOOO YES YES YES

allow me to rot for a few days ~

2009-11-02T06:08:00.000-08:00

my first paper today (CLLP1) went badly.. compo is alright, i am very sure i did not write out of question. i started experiencing serious backache when i was starting to do the comprehensions. (as for gu wen, its ok but i am beating around the bush) stomach become painful as well. darn it, very xin ku but have to bear with it. writing become slow and the state of mind goes haywire liao so i just anyhow do. i did complete the paper, at least.

finally the paper ended. i felt so weak. took cab home and once i reach home i go straight to the bed. dad took care of me, helped me apply some medical oil and kept rubbing my legs and hands to keep me warm. went to see doc tgt with mum and dad after mum reached home. doc says that i might have eaten something dirty, so the small intestine is fighting the germs which causes cramps and the backache. had slight fever as well. the pain has gone away after i ate the medicines.

the medicines are awful!!! (even worse since i cant swallow pills) i have to eat these medicines for the next few days, YUCKKKKKKKKKKK. am glad theres sweets.

one thing good is that i feel so loved by my parents :)

*chant: its alright, paper wont be too adversely affected*

2009-10-25T08:11:00.001-07:00

was it last week or sth? i thought it is good that my computer died on me. (but i still can use bro's lappy) i thought that would be the last time i use the internet until my A level end. guess it failed hahahaha.

anw i came online to apply for the moe teaching attachment (see if can at least secure a job next year :O) i think i wrote well for the personal statement la, and got charlene to help me edit. ya and until now i still havent submit, thats why i am using the spare time to blog now. cause she is picking on those tiny small minor mistakes(!) but oh well, THANK YOU LA. :P

21-30 nov bangkok trip anybody?
i am intending to go on 2 or more trip after A level actually. one straight after A level (that is the bangkok one), another on next year march. and my dad is yearning to go on holiday so maybe go another one with him. i doubt no one is gg to be free for the first trip. :(

2009-10-06T05:14:00.000-07:00

prelim results came out unexpectedly well :O

do i have feud with chocos? i wanted to break chocos and instead i almost broke my nails? pain pain

2009-10-02T05:54:00.000-07:00

hello weekend, i am here! hahaha! on my calender its 31 more days to As. but i dont feel it~~~! (i get abit tired of telling people i am NOT a mugger, wasting my breath huh) i think i am gg to plan out my timetable soon. k anw its so boring cause i have got no dramas to watch, so its manga timeeeeeee. :D

my fav quote:
平静如水的心不应该有任何涟漪...

tgt with the fabulous art, wow. haha i know it sounds like cuo wu (cll poetry) but its still touching. i am reading on a fantasy romance story, about a person who has half attained immortality and he falls in love with this fox demon/deity (the story is abit complex, with gender blender)

2009-09-27T22:05:00.000-07:00

its so nice to have no exams. hahaha! i spent my weekend doing my nails with my leftover nailart (which are already spoiled by now) and went shopping for my diy accessories stuffs! i have no idea why i am buying them now with no planned designs and time to make them. but anyway i just went and buy whatever parts that i think are nice. hehe. theres many shops in pearl centre selling these diy stuffts, one of which is having sale now! buy one get one free.
i think its very worth! ;D

show ya my loot:

i used to only buy single colour beads/pearls apart from the basic findings. now i am starting to buy very nice ornaments, japanese clay flowers, japanese floral beat,etc. they are much more expensive! some beads cost a buck each la. when shopping for these stuffs, must be wary. cause you take take take later go cashier there overbudget. LOL i spent 50 over dollars. i rmb once i just wah everything so nice take until i go cashier there not enough money pay xiaswuay

i also brought this that can be used to draw on anything. for deco purposes

i apply it onto my nails.. i think i kind of dont know how to do it? haha! the glitery purple/blue is from that, not the white flowers (my nailart)

my latest creation. nice not nice not? haha

diy is fun! i am only an amateur, need to learn more. i wanna learn how to knit too! hehehe. this weekend is just so cool. there are so many foreigners out there. is the hot hunk looking at me or am i looking at him? hahaha!

the food fair at hg mall is good! i shopped until 3+ din eat lunch then when i reached hg, i brought zui gui, vanila cream puff (yes my fav!) and apple strudel from Ritz. i also tried the waffle. is expensive lo.. 1 waffle so small with some chocolate dip (known as set A lol) cost 2.50. but, i must say its nice?! hahaha. i have yet to fulfill my craving for banana waffle. on a side track, the kopitiam opposite punggol park serves delicious food. i only know it this year hahaha. i love the carrot cake! yum yum so cheap somemore. dont buy from hg mall or the new food court :x

update on Royce Chocolate (lol!?) :
i got a reply from Mr Bong. ok so he laughed! (Ha Ha Ha Ha !!! he wrote) am glad to hear from him that he thinks it wouldnt affect very much though it does have an effect on the marks. he added that "the division of Rolls Royce that BMW bought a major share in is the 'automobile' division. The division that is investing in S'pore is the Aeronautical division. i.e. they make Aircraft Engines" now i know. HAHAHAHA.

2009-09-26T03:28:00.000-07:00

Grandpa bday's dinner :)

i looked sulky/unhappy huh. i think i am. LOL

2009-09-26T02:34:00.000-07:00

{academics talk..}

my prelims is a goner. LOL today marks the end of prelim yay so happy (which also means A level is even nearer) gp2 die, chinese compo write out of question, econs cs cannot complete, yada yada. zz

i made 2 BIG mistakes. first for physical geography, i act smart, never read question properly. question is asking me to account for b, i go account for a. its a 8 marks question. so 8 marks is gone, whatever i wrote is irrelevance. to think i wasted time writing at quite some length. and the question is not very difficult, if i had just realised and write a few lines, i believe i could easily get 2 or 3 marks. this is darn silly and i got depressed over it for some time. :(

ok second mistake is darn hilarious. i had my econs essay paper, theres a question about Rolls Royce increasing investment in sg. its asking for the factors influencing FDIs and for part b, sth about its economic impact. you know what i wrote?! i say Roll Royce produces CHOCOLATES. omg seriously, i had a good laugh, so had my friends. idk, under the exam condition my immediate thought was Royce chocolates. i started writing about sg having one of the highest gdp per capita in the world so they can afford to buy "branded chocolates". when talking about the impact, i wrote sth about the transfer of technology, oh erm perhaps "they import sophisticated machinery that can grind cocoa into chocolates efficiently" LOLLOL!! it was only until last night when i was revising for geography globalisation, i chance upon sth abt "BMW acquired Ford and Rolls Royce" then it struck me about this econs essay. Rolls Royce is an automobile firm, not one that produces chocolate!! GUNDOS! -__________-lll i convinced myself it wouldnt affect the marks very much but my friends say otherwise. they make me so worried that i emailed Mr Bong (our econs tutor) about it. hopefully i wouldnt be penalised strongly. i am sure the marker will be amused la!

well well its over, theres nothing i can do. there just doesnt seems to be a drive to study hard. in fact i think i did not put much effort into prelims, guess i sort of treated it like any other term 3 tests. for A lvl, defintely have to push myself. i am a slacker throughout, i cant stand myself being one but i just cant help. (dont believe your business, stop harping on the honor roll, luck dont always come) i just have to get into honor roll next year when we are back to collect results. i'll have to bear til then. jiayou to myself and my friends!

if you are wondering when i end my A level, its 20 nov. its approaching to 1 month left to the start of my 1st A level paper. 20 nov is considered early right, but i start much earlier as well. i had a paper 1 wk before other main subjects start. guess its a good thing, start early end early. hahaha then after that i can relax! all the post exam plans and talks are making me so excited!! yesyes fel, i so wanna go travelling with you!! MUST GO LA. hahaha i miss all my friends. cant wait to enjoy life with them after A levels. i have got many many plans that keep me afloat to survive these days. one important thing i need to do after As is to go do an eye checkup. i very long nv check liao, i dont wanna go blind~ (my myopia is extreme). never mind, let me believe in today's technology.

2009-08-15T21:19:00.000-07:00

why do i still not feel the rush when its so darn near huh.. when i am still so lacking in content, and can actually get 0 for a chinese comprehension test (its quite a setback but i have become nonchalent :/)

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guess i cant be nonchalent about it.. i faced it today again and i felt terribly bad. esp after i saw the contrast and ranking. i have fallen back so much, much to the last fews. :( while i lament on how bad i had done, perhaps there are others who have done worse. but its the anxiety that when there's once, theres gona be another and another. i am not all too strong. i have fallen, hard.

i am just feeling so depressed.. i went to brought alot of titbits. i wish i could burst a pack of chips but i didnt la, obviously i ate it. i have been eating quite alot lately though i skip meals frequently. dream on me wanting to build abs.

2009-08-08T09:16:00.000-07:00

doing math itself is a very vexing thing. i get easily irritated by math furthermore i suck at it so i get more vexed when i cant solve. i was doing math then i realised the sheet of paper that i am writing on is the last piece. then dad knocks on the door several times so i hurried put down my pen and went to open the door. THE PEN DROPPED AND NO INK LIAO!!! walaooooo. i get sooooooo frustated that i cant stop whining. i blamed it on dad and he is apparently unhappy.

i am in a state of agony RAHHHHHHHHHHH

misery ends 20th nov. for now, @#%(*&^%$#@!

2009-07-12T07:31:00.000-07:00

if you re bored, watch 'xian jian 3'! nice nice! lead actress so pretty~
i love wu xia dramas! anyway this is rather modern wu xia, still can infrared, walkie talkie. lol good graphics and effects. worth watching! its a prequel to xian jian qi xia zhuan. (no link actually)

in love with this song! am so tempted to play xian jian games.

back to sch tml :/

2009-06-25T08:39:00.000-07:00

i have been sleeping late because i find no incentive to sleep early. i still have my dark eye circles + eye bags and wake up in the afternoons. lol yesterday when i wake up my whole mind was all these mec mpc msc mes mpw mpm mpt mps,etc circulating. LOL!!!

i can laugh man i tell you. because the process is v stressed and then go bonkers, back to normal and then become very positive.

positive is the word. LOL

2009-06-22T22:43:00.000-07:00

my keyboard was spoiled.. some keys aint functioning. it is so irritating to use the onscreen keyboard. so i am glad a new keyboard is here! :)

that may perhaps explain one of the reasons why i havent been blogging. this is just minor.. one word to describe the june hols - agonising!!! you will go omg can i just die. i am trying my best to cultivate a positive mind. lol. this is the 4th week right? haha but i was so stressed out during the 2nd and 3rd week that i was already birds-flying-round-and-round-on-my-head. i study each subject per week.. 2nd and 3rd week is geo and chinese literature respectively. seriously geography is the most extensive subject i can tell you! & the thing is.. wk 2 has passed so supposedly i am ready for geo? but it seems like i have forgotten everything.. o_O (plus mr yeo says he wants no failures oh oh)

i wasnt able to study well this june hols. i sleep early but couldnt get to sleep and wake up at 12 almost everyday. (yes, yet the black circles + puffy eye bags are still hunting me!) to study for 2 hours, 3 hours of play is needed.

sorry for the rants :s i know many people are facing the same situation.

(switch of a subject: my bro went for his bmt/army.. )
that day my dad was asking me, "dont you miss your bro" i was "..." after a pause, i said, "the person who is missing is asking me if i am missing?" i dont know.. i din like how my dad asked me. it seems like he thinks our relationship is that bad. okay even if it is, am i such a cold blooded person?! zz anyway you know when the son goes for NS, the mother is always so worried.. first few days my mum was told "dont worry" lol then after a few days the training gets more intensive, then cannot make it already.. to say the truth, i am worried la (esp so with his weak body, bad eating habits, lousy attitude, etc) - -

recently another NS man died in tw or sth? not sure.. but i think the increasing no of NS men dieing is a worrying trend. many of them die not at the moment of intense training but when they are all well and jumping then suddenly just die. its bizzare.. i have heard of many difficulties in army. i am so glad girls are exempted from NS.

my whole family aint sports inclined. LOL! i dont understand why people get so surprised when i said i want go running.. its not that i dont like running, in fact i like running but its the mindset that "i cant run" that refrains me from running. after i failed nafa, i joined the special PE training (LOL) and finally i passed. i realised i can actually run, but of course at my own pace and its enjoyable. i always say i dont like people who are sports inclined. guess thats not true, i am just being envy of them..

the same thing can be said about dancing. my dad commented that his "investment failed". maybe not alot of people know.. i actually started dancing way before secondary school, even before primary school. dad sent me for dancing classes since young and took some examinations too. i sort of gave up dancing after my Os ended. my passion for dance didnt just fade away for a moment but its due to a cumulative number of factors esp in my secondary school years..

oh well.. study hard and all the best!

2009-06-20T00:09:00.000-07:00

yayyyyyyy new keyboard!!

2009-05-02T22:19:00.000-07:00

i am just ~~abit~~ very frustrated.. by everythingggggg

2009-04-30T07:51:00.000-07:00

labour day tml? labouring indeed! my hands want to break liao. i failed this chinese test and as a consequence, i have to copy almost the whole of the lecture notes. theres a total of 11 pages to copy and they are all CHINESE CHARACTERS!!! for once, i thought i might just want to copy everything in a go but i realised i cant. i spent two hours copying 7 pages of lecture notes into 14 pages of my gao zi. (its even more than the amount needed to write for a 3hr CLLP2 can!) 4 more pages to copy.. which would translate to perhaps another 10 pages? i dont think i can learn while i copy because my mentality is that i want to finish copying FAST. i shall continue tml.. RAH RAH RAHHHHHH

angry.. who esle but myself to blame for failing the test? buttttttt, isnt it better for one to make mistake now than at the As? i got study for the test ok. the reason why i failed is because the short structured questions i almost got 0 la.. big big in red " URE NOT ANSING THE QNS! READ QNS CAREFULLY!" (in chinese) i suppose i misinterpreted the qns or sth? even after copying half of the lecture notes, i have yet to figure out whats the right approach. cher say until like we did not put in much effort, merely studying awhile the night before. come on thats not the case! at least for me, i know i have studied.. its just that i dont understand/ misinterpret the qns. i am lieing if i say i was pleased with her.

yayaya, so my point is, ITS SO UNFAIR. I FEEL SO GRIEVANCE! the amount to copy is really too much. those who score even lower have more to write, i dont know how they are going to manage.. waste my time waste my pen ink.. i have never copied so much! besides, the material aint going into my head!

next week another one. i better not fail.. that other set of lecture notes is even longer..

2009-04-25T04:19:00.000-07:00

*fascinated*

theres vk chpt 49! "Tonight, I held you with my tainted hands" totally marvelous! having to endure waiting ten years for what he wants most, kaname finally got it. despite the fact that his hands are so tainted, but the love between the two purebloods is immense. lovessss!! hino-san is really good. be it the plot or the art. from the character's facial expressions, i can actually see the struggle and the changes in their feelings. yay yay looking forward to may 23rd for chpt 50! :D

then theres "troy" the movie, the one starring Brad Pitt and Orlando Bloom. it was an old movie and i hadnt had a chance to watch it til i borrowed the vcd from the school library a day before. i was inspired to watch it when mdm ainon (my gp tutor) taught us about ancient greek mythology. everytime she asks us if we ever watched this particular movie, the answer is no. lol! why bother to ask right. then she'll say we only know how to watch stupid movie like twilight and 17 again. haha! anyway back to troy, i think its a nice movie. of course, greek mythology itself is very interesting. i actually didnt like Achilles (Brad Pitt) and Paris (Orlando Bloom), i like Paris's brother, Hector. In contrast with Hector, i think Paris is really coward when he tried to escape death. he and Helen are the legendary lover that leads to the war between the Greece and Trojans. i cried when Hector was killed by Achilles and he was even dragged. in the end, troy falls because of that stupid trojan horse. aye, superstitions. then again, i am talking about the movie plot.. the original Greek myth is different.

hmm hmm its been long since i catch a movie. i am not really used to watching gore and violence. lol! i cannot imagine if its in the real world. very often, a war is started due to a person's greed. Just to satisfy one's own agenda, how many innocent lives must be lost? PEACE!!!

i am also interested in ancient Egypt. recently, archaeologists revealed a rocky hilltop in northern Egypt on Sunday where they believe Cleopatra was buried 2,000 years ago by the side of her Roman lover Mark Anthony after she committed suicide with a self-inflicted asp bite. Ancient Egypt is so mysterious and interesting.. when i am young, i once thought of becoming archaeologist in the future. i think it would be cool to go on such adventurous trips for discoveries. imagine me in the indiana jones hat? hahaha. today, i still think its very interesting but i dont think i am courageous enough to be one.

about school, its busy ever. mid year schedule is up and in between theres so much tests. *sighs* i look forward to Geo trip to Canberra in June! i feel like flying there now because the weather is so hot nowadays! i can literally hear people on the streets ranting on how hot the weather is.. yea la, 35 degrees how can not hot? right now we have our over head sun shinning directly at us, thats why. (sickening atmospheric processes!) must drink more liang teh..

2009-04-18T08:09:00.000-07:00

I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO COMPLEX NUMBERS MATHS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKSSSSSS

checked litespeed for ans but there are none. ended up online slackinggg. now i am blogging.

is it the cola sweet (contains laxatives) or is it i eat too much junks? keep lao sai.. !! but still so fat.. i am so saddddd. now i cant even wear a M size jeans!! its hipster, i cant pull up the zip. urghhhhh :(((((((

i appear to be very tired/sleepy everyday in school? ya quite true, by just looking at my drooly eyes and *&^%$#@! black circles + eye bags. (i slept more than 8 hours a day still like that) not so true becuase i have always been like that, there are times when i look very sleepy but actually i am wide awake. sometimes is really tired. in the morning, dont feel offended if i dont say hi to you or simply ignores you. morning is the worst time a person can choose to talk to me. i'll give you a i-cant-be-bothered-to-talk-to-you face. - -

haha! i am sweet like da double dee double di~

2009-04-11T23:20:00.000-07:00

slack slack! stop looking at me like i am a mugger toad!!

about me getting honor roll, its really lucky daooooo.. of course, i am very happy. but i dont really think i deserve it. because the amount of time i put into studying isnt alot. friends ask, why you everyday drama drama still can get into honor roll? YA! i everyday watch drama, watch until now no drama to entertain me. to study effectively for 1 hr, i need maybe 3 hrs of entertainment.. but i do make it a point to at least follow up with the pace and i am rather organised. bad thing is now people think i mug like siao.. make me stress -____-

wanted to blog abt this long ago but somehow just dragged til now.

and let me just say another thing! ytd saturday was the last time we went for nuture programme (my cca). awww, goodbye kids! my friends told me their class also call them cca slackers. oh come on! so its not only me! hahaha. apparently we being relatively slack compared to other core ccas, our portfolios wont be very attractive.. its only fair we got more free time :X

i am not going to be complacent. sometimes you just have to stop caring about whens the last time you catch a movie, go for shopping, hang out with friends. so what if people are having a wonderful life, you here being 'lifeless'? (you cant blame my blog for being dull and boring!) just 6 months more, in the future you can do all you want.

once again, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO CLARICE!!!
the two of you faster come back to sg laaaaaaa. i bet sg's air is nicer..

2009-04-02T06:35:00.000-07:00

Just for laughs!

C.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee says:
chen shu zui

to be or not to be says:
ping shen

C.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee says:
LOL

to be or not to be says:
kuai xie en

C.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee says:
were u like thinking what was i saying

C.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee says:
XIE GE PI GU

C.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee says:
lOL

C.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee says:
ba wo la chu qu zan le ba! :X

to be or not to be says:
LAI REN AH

to be or not to be says:
BA ZHE GE REN LA CHU QU ZHAN LE

C.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee says:
HAO HAO HAO. CHEN SHU ZUI

C.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee says:
KAI EN AH!

to be or not to be says:
wo bu kai ni you neng zhe yang?

C.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee says:
wo .. YONG QING GONG

C.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee says:
*TIAO* pao diao le!

C.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee says:
LOL

to be or not to be says:
nono

to be or not to be says:
i have got da nay shi wei

C.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee says:
nono, wo wu lin meng zhu

C.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee says:
LOl

to be or not to be says:
ni jiu suan shi wu lin meng zhu, ye tiao bu guo wo de wu zhi shan!!

to be or not to be says:
WAHAHA

to be or not to be says:
shi bin men, fang jian!

to be or not to be says:
*thousands millions of arrows shooting in your direction*

C.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee says:
*blow whistle for backups*

C.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee says:
ZA MEN SHANG!

C.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee says:
LOL

to be or not to be says:
LOL WTH WAIT I GO TOILET

C.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee says:
*block thousands millions of arrows with iron body*

C.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee says:
LOl

C.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee says:
HAO, REN YOU SAN JI, NI QU BA~

to be or not to be says:
(...) (continues..)

to be or not to be says:
hahahaha! ni tai tian zhen le! wo de jian dou shi HUO jian!

to be or not to be says:
iron melts with contact of fire

to be or not to be says:
MUAHAHAHAHA

C.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee says:
-.-

C.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee says:
where got so POWERFUL ONE

C.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee says:

to be or not to be says:
you! because i am the almighty king

to be or not to be says:
you.. little fly~

C.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee says:
hao, na wo shi chu wo de "da feng chui", ba ni de jian dou chui zou le! HOHOHOHO

to be or not to be says:
ke shi wo you xiang kang jiao. ni hai mei chui jiu yi jin bei wo de jiao gei xun si le!

to be or not to be says:
HAHAHAHA

to be or not to be says:
*shows my smelly hk feet*

C.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee says:
LOL

C.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee says:
*pai wo de shou xia qu xi diao ni the chou wei*

C.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee says:
LOL

to be or not to be says:
gao shu ni. zhe jiu shi wo de chou jiao shen gong!

to be or not to be says:
shi ma? na me wo yong " yi yang zhi "!

to be or not to be says:
*tui* tui* tui*

C.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee says:
yi yang zhi to do what

C.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee says:
lol

to be or not to be says:
haha. hai gan suo zhi zi shi wu lin meng zhu! lian zhe men ga shi wu gong dou bu zhi dao!

C.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee says:
ga shi? WO PEI

to be or not to be says:
ni shi 武林盟“猪” ba?!

C.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee says:
wo kan shi lan dao mei ren zhi ba!

C.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee says:
LOL

to be or not to be says:
*suddenly drops high high grade metal and imprisons this fake wu lin meng ZHU*

C.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee says:
- -

C.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee says:
*you missed*!

to be or not to be says:
ya ya ya keep missing huh i dont want to play with you liao

LOL!! i know my han yu pin yin sucks.
so whats wols?

2009-03-24T06:20:00.001-07:00

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

why should i tolerate this?! why should i give in?!

many things are not spoken because i expect you to be understanding and automatic. but you are freaking not! dont you come and ask me why the fcuk i am angry! you dont even know! then again, true, how would you know if i hadnt tell you. yayaya, so my fault now. thanks for letting me realise that i have misplaced my trust in you.

how i wish i can get you off my back.. man are detestable creatures..

2009-02-27T07:29:00.001-08:00

yea.. my block test is over.. i got nth to blog actually..

2009-02-14T05:43:00.000-08:00

no extra handset.. i am going to do w/o a hp for days. i think maybe can get back by thurs or sth? :( i feel so not connected. lol. ah shit, alarm.. i can only wake up by vibration. so inconvenient laaa

2009-02-13T05:12:00.000-08:00

17 years old and i am single throughout. hahaha. i am NOT lesbian. neither am i superficial. i know many of my friends disagree but thats certainly not true! (ok la maybe to a small extent :x) when the right time comes, hopefully our feelings will be mutual. i really wonder, who will be the first? haha *act shy*

on the eve of valentine day, i would like to spread my seeds of love to all my gfs. LOL. do you know, i have an urge to ton over at one of my gfs' house or best, hold all of them in my arms on the bed (and nth else lol). allow me to disguise as an emperor with all his concubines by his side can? LMAO i am crazy.

ya laaa. school is driving me crazy. in fact i already am. hectic schedule plus piles of work drain me out everyday (KO!)not enough time to complete homework then my revisions how? my block test how?! my prelim how?!! my As HOW?!!! this is stressful. although its only feb, but you know time is slipping away at the speed of an bullet train. i never felt time is enough. i know everybody experiences this stress as well, we'll just have to buck up and work hard tgt. but dont forget to take care of yourself and de-stress. its very impt! thats why i still spend hours on the computer and the television. almost every morning, i blast music on the way to school before one whole hectic day starts again.

its only this year that we get to mug really hard so dont give up. it is alright to slack abit at times with you knowing your priorities.

anyway my hp siao liao. (this morning still ok lo. - -) i have sent it for repair. anything my hp is not available ok.

2009-01-30T00:33:00.000-08:00

ahhhhhhhh i want to play the VK game in ds!!! (i do not have a ds! T.T!) why why why. cause you get to play with the cute and handsome vampires!! whats more, can stalk kaname!! hahahaha!!

its the weekend, rest abit okay.

2009-01-25T07:10:00.000-08:00

manicure for cny! i love gk for the bb cream. MUAHAHAHA

2009-01-23T21:35:00.000-08:00

i read the budget 2009 until i want to puke.. wanted to print out the speech but its freaking 64 pages..

edit/

2009-01-23T08:18:00.000-08:00

i am not angry already laaaaa. maybe i am too serious, people thinks i am very fierce. :/

yay yay the gathering today is nice ok! although the steamboat wasnt very nice. we had a nice time eating and chatting. hahaha.

i shall put a smiley. :)

2009-01-22T22:17:00.001-08:00

hello, a happy chinese new year to all. this is tyz blogging straight after she reached home from the chinese new year celebration in sch. am trying to blog fast because time is needed for me to wash up and makeup before going out to meet gk.

where is our class unity? seriously, there isnt any. class unity does not exist in 0833. today at the assembly i was very sad. i cant and i dont want to voice out so i kept it to myself, so much that i feel like crying. why, why is our class like that? just a farewell dinner for her, is so much to ask? even if you are not very close to her, we are one class, we ought to be tgt esp during times like this. yet, you guys chose to scarifice a class gathering (which has a meaning to it) for a clique gathering. going for kbox tgt isnt it equal to going to partyworld as a class? its the same but they refuse to. changing to a steamboat buffet makes no difference. if i were to ask for a proper reason, i dont think anybody can give me. because they are all excuses! right, stay self-centered and as a clique for all you want! even xiaowei is going, dont you feel guilty at all?

look at other classes, some of them are really united! sorry, but our class only appears united. i am not at the least happy about us getting the whatever runnerups in the competitions. we are so.. superficial?

a part of 0833.. friends forever.. all sounds fake to me. stop saying it when you dont mean it! such words irk me!!

i am not angry now, because i have already vented. all of the above are just my opinions. whoever is not happy or what, i dont care. i am not saying all this peculiar to anybody. just expressing my disappointment towards my class.

i once said to somebody that "we are one class, we help each other" and the person replied "such words, how would you dare to say it out?". yes.. i am never going to say it ever.

2009-01-20T02:27:00.000-08:00

i am like running a 10km marathon. i am only at the first 1 km yet panting like mad already.

i need a breather
i cant run
helppp

2009-01-15T06:22:00.000-08:00

life's been busy! j2 is busy.. yada yada

but i still cant resist my kdrama! aha, watching a latest released ep.

edit/
in the last ep, yeon dies. ahhhh i am so sad

2009-01-12T05:34:00.000-08:00

first day of jc2 is horrible.

first day is outreach to secondary school students where classes will be despatched to different potential secondary schools to give out the open house postcards. my class is very 'lucky'! guess what? we got the FURTHEST!!! commonwealth sec, at WESTCOAST, far end of sg. ha, we can shun bian go in JB la, no passport though. & bus transport is ONE-WAY!!! in the end its just a waste of time. blahhhhhh

anw, let me publicize my school.
NYJC OPEN HOUSE 13/1/2009 10am to 4pm.
details available at nanyangjc.org
all graduating sec students welcome.

the reasons why i choose ny:
1) my points are within
2) good studying environment, buildings look new
3) location wise is alright, srg is near to hg
(i dont understand why they say ny is the most accessible jc in sg now)
note: ny is not as cheena as it may sounds.

tml all the cca leaders/members will be very busy. while I, will be very free!! (i am a slacker in cca, while my clique de all EXCOs la @.@) i think i will be a loner, hoping around booths or quietly go library study. LOL. i am a mugger! :(

feeling unwell after coming back all the way from jurong. backache and menses cramp terribleeee. and i keep feeling that my legs are swollen and fat when they are not. these day i do all the dish-washings, hands pain also. awwww

2009-01-10T08:34:00.000-08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

tough '09 :(

2009-01-05T23:21:00.000-08:00

this blog is going to RIP. HAHA.

ny is *&^%$#@!^%$# to come up with chinese pw and econs pw!!

2008-12-31T06:56:00.000-08:00

a passable year. now we shall let a new chapter unfolds!

2008-12-25T06:19:00.000-08:00

HOHOHO! MERRY XMAS!!!

had party, great food and wine & presents! :p

thats about it. i am getting very lazy to blog about events. i have yet to blog about my birthday and the 23rd bbq. but in all, everything's good! haha.

my main purpose is to do a drama review! hehe.

kdrama: "kingdom of the winds"

why should you watch? ~~oh because i am watching~~ hmm, cause its good. its genre would be historical, romance, action. its ancient kind, they call it sageuk in korea. the story is about Jumong's grandson, Prince Muhyul. if you like politics, watch this. theres ALOT, like those ministers who plot against each other and the conflict between the two countries. actually, i skip all these. i prefer to watch those scenes with actions and romance. HA! about the romance part, prince muhyul's love interest is princess yeon. but yeon is the princess of muhyul's rival country. (shall not elaborate further, go watch more yourself!) the whole process of him rising to the next monarch is nice too.

now the casts! most of the time, the most important deciding factor for me to watch a drama anot is the cast. i initially thought this drama to be boring but i watched it because of choi jung won, i tell you she is super chio!! i love pretty girls. LOL. she is playing the role of princess yeon. as for the male lead, prince Muhyul, is played by Song Il-kook. alot of people think hes hot after watching "Jumong". right, so you should watch it because theres chiobu.

i have always liked watching ancient drama (gu zhuang). its so cool la, got martial arts and the ancient costumes are so nice.

watch the opening here. catch the drama here. its ongoing now.

shall end off with muhyul and yeon's theme song, in life or death by wheesung.

my last feeling push me to go away
because you are not a person who can fall in love with me
I try to forget you, I try to hate you... but I can't
the more I try, the more I miss you

loving you is a heartache
I can't even breathe, but,

even if I was born thousand and ten thousand time, I'll love you
I can't live without you, just you... I can't... my love
even if we are far away, our love will grow... so don't be lonely
in life or death, my heart will stay with you

I couldn't say I love you
because I'm afraid a new tear will come again, but,

even if I was born thousand and ten thousand time, I'll love you
I can't live without you, just you... I can't... my love
even if we are far away, our love will grow... so don't be lonely
in life or death, my heart will stay with you

after one, ten, hundred years, my love will still be same
I'll love you longer than forever

you are my only love even after thousand and ten thousand years
how can I forget you? I can't .... my love
don't cry even if we can't meet anytime we want
separation, time, death.... nothing can separate us, my love......

2008-12-20T22:39:00.000-08:00

i will blog abt my birthday thing later, but for now,

I AM MELTING!!!!!!!!!
*faint from being too excited*
*drools until dehydration*
*touched by the tragic love*
~~*is shot xD xD*~~ (learned from sagakure lol)

LOL. sorry, just read the latest released vk chapter 46

2008-12-17T05:11:00.000-08:00

I LOVE BAI SE LIAN REN'S CHOCO!!!!

hahahahaha!! my small aunt is back from japan, so theres goodies!! love the japan snacks and bai se lian ren's choco. my fav laaaa!! she brought me some stitch stuffs again. lol. she brought me kate gel eyeliner too. i requested for it but realise japan exchange rate is high so might not be cheap. a few days ago, i went kate retail shop to buy, but the colour i want is oos. lucky din manage to buy! hahaha! & it costs 1200 yen, which is $19+. cheaper! (sg retail selling 23)

happy happy :)

2008-12-12T05:06:00.000-08:00

after working 4 days straight, tired!

well, my friend gekyin has gone overseas and so i take over her job for 6 working days at SAFRA. basically is do admin stuffs la. first day go really kind of nervous, first time go work you see. lunch time eat with the collegues, first time abit awkward. haha but now ok already! cause collegues are really friendly and nice to talk to and i am more familar with the works. today's work is abit sian lo! theres mass letter printing. i have at least slotted 800 letters into envelops!!(fold + slot + seal) ahhhh. shoulders and back ache!

2008-12-08T05:53:00.000-08:00

been watching anime these days! haha some super funny can, those school comedy ones! but my fav is still the gundam series! <33

off to work tml! byeee, i'll be back. muahahaha

2008-11-27T04:48:00.000-08:00

i am slim obessed. normally i aint very particular about my size but recently i realised i am FAT! even my dad agrees! a good figure is a healthy lifestyle. sth is wrong with my lifestyle. firstly, i sleep 12 hours a day, sleep at 12 wake up at 12, breakfast is a total skip. then about my diet, its irregular and i have been eating sweet stuffs (sugar rolls, cream puffs and ice cream!) guess i ate too much of those. most importantly, i can't exercise!! ever since sec 4 dance ended, i havent been exercising! (not to mention jc pe) so i thought its high time for me to exercise

i attempted to exercise this morning. i jio jac for running at punggol park today at 9am. 9am you know.. lol. running failed! run half round only i cmi liao. i walked with jac for another 2 and a half round before going home. jac is darn pro, she run from her house which is quite far away (to and fro) so sporty for what?! :X next year napfa how?!

2008-11-23T06:20:00.000-08:00

(i wanted to blog but i told my darling instead. shes just too great)

isnt it pathetic to only realise it now?

2008-11-21T05:34:00.000-08:00

bored? nothing to do? online shopping!

I LOVE UGG/BOOTS!! KAWAIIIIIIII~

below are pictures of my findings. hehe. price ranges from $50-$120. $$ flies!

the first picture is my favourite! nah, pink's not for me. (i bet baby PINK lovers will scream at it!) i like the violet one! this violet colour is so niceeeeee.

vivi hsu is so pretty!

2008-11-19T20:18:00.000-08:00

i have been living like a pig. everyday ard 12 wake up then the first thought is, " oh its time to eat! " what troubles me the most is this - what to eat. darn sian laaaaaaa. at home only got maggi mee, eat until want to puke alrdy. (anw this is the only thing i can cook lol) sometimes i am lazy to go out to buy food, but even when i do that, i can walk ard the whole of hougang central to find nothing suits my mouth. fast food: kfc, mcd, long john. abit sian maaaaa. can add more variety not?! the food courts and hawker centres i see le also sian. plus these days everything so expensive! eg. pork minced noodles (barchormi) cost you 4 bucks. (sound aunty here but you agree righttt) in the end, either i skip lunch or i eat junk food (tibits).

i freak out whenever i need to think what to eat. this problem of mine worsens during the holidays. last time lower sec school days, almost everyday lunch at compass point. its good, so many variety. 5 days 5 different fast food. then upper sec school days, start to get busy. after school straight go home, take away hougang mall's food again. (- -!!) i used to ask fel khoo, what should i eat today?? (i miss u felkhoo, are you in changmai now or what lol) jc just eat school canteen's food lo. no choice LOL. you know nyjc canteen, out of 5 food stalls, i only fancy like one? lol.

people living in hougang, do ya think the food here is very sian diao?

maybe the problem still lies with me. sometimes i really dont feel like eating but you know you gotta eat. hmm, but if my mum is at home, she sure cook sth for me. yesss, mother is the key. for me, breakfast is a skip, lunch you know laa, dinner is cook by mum! she never fails to complain about her coming back home after work so tired, expect to eat dinner but still has to cook for us. last time is worse when dinner is having the same situation as lunch because mum got night classes. so if you have parents at home cooking the 3 meals for you, you are very fortunate! (though they cook here cook there, always the same dishes lol)

today is no exception. think again. -__________-

2008-11-18T07:25:00.000-08:00

to explain why my house is flooding, its the drainage pipe. its stucked, the water cannot flow down. LOTS of water from the washing machine gush out. thats why my house is flooded. now, its fixed.

today i missed out what i really wanted :(

2008-11-15T20:53:00.000-08:00

exhausted. theres flooding in my house.

2008-11-13T22:49:00.001-08:00

these few days i have been watching a HKdrama online. and yes, i have finished it today. hahaha. i havent got a holiday job yet. i am wondering if i should continue to look for one or should i just have my holiday without a job. if i am going without a job, then what should i do during the holiday? anw i doubt i will be working. i am intending to learn some needleworks (like how to make a simple tube top? then go chinatown choose pretty fabrics and work on it? woo!), learn a third language and manicure. besides, the right set of mind should be to make use of one's holiday to improve his studies. my dad nags abt this too. he says hes a spiderman (failure) so i better work hard. kk i will.

(all of the above are say say only)

i will be doing my nail art soon. i am abit hesitant though (i am the one doing dish washings now)shall i post the picture of the end product? i think i shall. afterall, i can do my nails but i cant run.

what else? TIME! i ought to read them. they are stacking up higher.

2008-11-11T23:42:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLENE WEE :D

2008-11-06T19:33:00.000-08:00

PW IS OVER!
NY160 CELEBRATION DINNER :D

2008-11-04T17:56:00.000-08:00

i have sent 7 job applications. LOL. hope some will be successful! its all either admin assistants or customer service assistants. thanks ming for sending me the guideline on how to write resume. rest assured i did not write "to earn money" under objectives. hahaha. anyway my resume is very short. (only O levels + no working experience - -)

favourable replies pleaseeeeeeeeee

OP TML! I BETTER GO PREPARE

xz: haha yea. LOL i think that qns is darn funny. if so, bread talk's sales will go up?
char: go and apply la. try recruitexpress.com.sg
car: okayyy :)
jac: you know i know LOL

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2008-11-04T06:30:00.000-08:00

today's pw meeting is great! we went to constance's house for rehearsals. haha, thanks constance for the host! as always, we chat or should i use gossip. LOL. xiuwen is fascinated by constance's old kind of pencil sharpener, weishen is very ji because he wore a shirt full of chicks. (daomingsi and shacai) hahaha! they discovered that i read girly comics (if you know whats that..). well, i do read but sometimes only okayyy! i am still more into decent manga like vk and some other fighting/magical ones. i am matured enough anyway. oh whatever!

i got to know some shocking news about our school from weishen who claims to know all the hot and latest news happening in our school. this is my ignorance but it isnt important. just made me feel disgusted and shameful for those who have disgraced our school.

we also discussed where we should go for celebration straight after op. hahaha. hotel buffets? restaurants? hawkers? most importantly, we are all excited about planning a trip to bintan/KL. i really hope all of us can go! i am going to garner people. i so wanna go for a holiday la. a trip to korean/japan/taiwan is not possible this year (because of my dad's broken arm?!!) so at least give me this trip laaaaa.

i feel that my PW group is great! we walk this journey for near 1 year. after the op on 6th of nov, pw will be over. i think it is really not easy. we get along very well! hahaha. i believe theres many groups which are not working well together or have unhappiness among some of the team mates. (not directing to any groups) i am glad we do not have such a problem.

NY160 ROCKS!! :))

after that, i went for shopping with gekyin. hehe, i brought 2 heels. one metallic green and one white lacy. happy happy :D oh btw, gekyin confessed that shes in love with me. we dine at pastamania. i do not like it when:

1) you have food particles stucked in your teeths

2) cannot eat demurely

3) talk when you eat (if you really want to talk, at least cover your mouth la!)

therefore, it was'nt a pleasure to eat with her. (yayaya, i know this should be your sentence right?!) but i think miss j is worse.

anyway, while shopping i did a job search. should i work at some fashion shops? will i look cute in bread talk's uniform? what about pastamania? *flash red crosses* i very lazy, i want an easy job. i dont want to stand whole day. i dont want to service people (as in F&B). i am hoping for an office job, like data logging or admin that kind. hmm, or any other easy money. yup, so anybody got lobangs pls recommend to me. tyty. i am trying to apply for some office jobs. i better get my resume write up.

good night!

2008-11-02T17:38:00.000-08:00

hey i have changed my blogskin. isnt this nice? simple and green!

i shall blog about sentosa trip with babe last thurs! its fun, tanning and simply relaxing. we started off buying a whole chunk of things at vivo mart, mostly crackers which we did not eat in the end. we had long john's breakfast. woo, i love the texas chicken!! then we head over to siloso beach and camp. theres not much people, since its weekday. right, but quite a number of people who are playing "beach games" eg. the oldest man in the group has to take a photo with bikini girls. so babe and i just took with them lo (reluctantly), its not like they are hunkies?! sad to say, there isnt any around anyway. haha. we tanned til around mid afternoon then we headed back to vivo for some shopping. hehe, and i finally get to eat my breadpapa's cream puff la!

hey hey i caught you red-handed..

too bright, so i grey-scaled it.

hmm, any hunkies?

(cannot make it?!)

time to go.

shopping! isnt this pretty? haha. costs me 37 bucks $.$

i want moreeeee

2008-10-26T04:44:00.000-07:00

if you dont read vampire knight manga, you can skip this post.

vampire knight chapter 44 is out last friday. but, its all recaps, zero's memories. little of dear kaname senpai~ haha, so gotta wait another 1 more month for the next chapter. theres no aidou senpai also! LOL. i like Kuran Kaname the best, following Hanabusa Aidou! i really admired his loyalty towards kaname, hes like the king's man but he definitely feel more than that. their friendship, can see that he really like this man. (not gay ok)

oh btw, i happily did my nails today! :p

2008-10-21T04:30:00.000-07:00

(i am going to do this again)

ha i shall update. if not charlene will say "your post is still at the I&R one.."

okay. days have been dull, almost everyday op OP op you see. dont expect any interesting posts. if you want interesting posts, you should go someone else's blog. LOL. anyway today mdm ainon din come, so there goes our op! Q&A scares me. did not have it today but certainly someday after. noooooo. & i went for the moe scholarship seminar today. yes, i dont think i will be a cher la. i have been craving for more cream puff after i have it during the refreshments.

I WANT CREAM PUFFS I WANT I WANT I WANT

schoolmate: thanks? jrfaith@hotmail.com
char: this. happy?

2008-10-17T06:28:00.000-07:00

ha i shall update. if not irene gona say " your post is still at the cockcoach one.."

i just completed my I&R. haha. yay! i suppose everybody is having intensive pw lessons, so sick right?! gotten back promo results too. hmm i cleared, results are acceptable but not satisfactory. post exam activities are super sian, so many pw lessons and CLL (&^%$#@!) then still got cca. i think i am not kind-hearted enough to be in interact club huh.

any friends from other jc is going for the MOE scholarship seminar on 21st? i dont want to go but my dad wants me to go..

char: LOL come play with me
huixin: yes yes! when ya free? text meeeee
gervin: hmm hes better now. thanks! dont miss me too much. meet again! :p

2008-10-09T22:10:00.000-07:00

my dad hurted himself when he tried to kill a cockroach. pretty serious, its bone fracture. those that you need to locate it back, then must put a wooden material there. urgh, must be super super pain. his left shoulder there bandage like "ba zhang" lol. my mum blames his lousy slipper and my bro went to buy him a new pair of slipper (which i was kind of impressed, but hey! i did the washings,etc know!). to see my dad like this, i feel lousy. get well soon! :)

xz: hm yea.
clarice: i got listen la. must i reply everything. but thanks la! :x

2008-10-07T08:00:00.000-07:00

i am unhappy i am angry i am vexed. so much that i clench my fist, i bang the keyboard and pull my hair like mad. i bet my hair is in a mess now. i dont understand why am i angry or even feel bothered over such trival stufts. whatever i want to do i felt its not in my way. angry because i wasnt able to attain the desired outcome, then i felt helpless and want to cry.

but well, while i am blogging this, i am getting over it. stupid. must be mood swing.

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charlene's sms: aiyo. i am COMING! *Flying* Deng x3 charlene to the rescue!
you sure know how to make me touched. i feel like crying. i love you <333

jac: hello bo mu's son-in-law.
char: you really want to see? later your nose bleed HAHAHA. of course, we will all pass!
felkhoo: i feel like sha jiao-ing to you right now <3
hxm: you're not! happy :)

2008-10-07T04:24:00.000-07:00

ytd i went shopping with clarice! it was a bad day because of !@*&#@^*, not feeling well. but definitely enjoyed shopping with yaaaaa! next time okay. ;) when i went back, i listened to your advice to stand near an indian and he alighted at little indian so i had a seat! HAHAHA. & i felt much better after a cup of hot soya bean. hehe.

2008-10-05T19:53:00.001-07:00

waaa i finally finish the below post. blogger takes years to upload pictures laaaa. walauuuu waste my time! i used photobucket instead.

other then going out with babe ytd, i had 0833 class BBQ! aiyo, it is organised by Mr Er leyyy. not bad not bad! had fun eating and laughing! thanks Mr Er! for details/pictures, please go to jac's blog. hehe.

ok i better get going. if not i will be late to meet clarice. byee

girl's talk: darn my period came. morning had terrible cramps and i had to do alot of washing because you-know-why. ahhh. changing bed sheets is so tiringggg! its such a hassle!

2008-10-05T18:49:00.000-07:00

ytd is greatttttt! because i finally met up with my babe!! hahaha. do you know that we have been friends for more than my fingers can count? thats not easy ok! ;) my dear girl, i am v happy to see you ytd! its been long since we last met but during our meetup ytd, i dont think it is at the least awkward. in fact, we went along well. hahaha! so fun shopping with you. we shall meetup more okayyyy. puh-leaseeeeee prettyyyyyy! this post is specially delicated to you! touched touched? :D

first let me give a brief history. LMAO!

OMG PRI 1 LEY! first row girls. i am 4th. gervin is 1st from left. gervin is so cuteeee. HAHAHA

see clearer?! yayaya i look ugly :/

PRI 6! first row girls, i am 1st from left. gervin is 2nd from right

AND NOW WE ARE GROWN-UPS! :DD

she put milktea in her LV bag and it toppled! mad

try her LV bag :X

2008-10-03T07:41:00.000-07:00

yessssssssss promos is finally over!

indulging in kdramas! tell me tell me, how not to drool over hot korean guys?! i have finished one more kdrama called 'bad love'. kwon sang woo is hottttttttttttttt! now watching 'beethoven virus', starring lee ji-ah (the girl from 'the legend') i think she darn chio laaaaa. hahaha! the guy inside also kinda cute!

2008-09-29T23:31:00.000-07:00

tues wed thurs FRI

3 hours quality time each day. enough? :/

2008-09-23T05:35:00.000-07:00

having promos ..

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promos ending on next friday. one very last paper CLLP2. the interval is a whole good of 6 days! sick sia :/

ming: happy belated birthday :x
char: thank you? :p
bud: fan feng shou fa?!
hxm: thanks my love!

2008-09-09T01:28:00.000-07:00

post some pictures from last friday's dinner (:

uob plaza level 60. the night view is even prettier! but i lazy to upload haha.

why i post the fish?
cause "dad eats tail, mum eats head" LOL

see the man action. haha!

2008-08-30T20:16:00.000-07:00

great, have all your fun while i mug for stupid cll and edit pw! RAWR

bth this weekend :/

buddy: eh yes/no?
felicia: he looks older now. you should see the other photos of ting+xiang only. goodness! lol.
gf: you are so missed <3

2008-08-28T23:36:00.000-07:00

happy teachers' day & back to nchs day! happy to see many of my secondary school teachers. (:

monday dont comeeeeeeee

Harold's last day :(

Mr Ting and Xiang laoshi! (my eyes are closed - -)

2008-08-24T07:10:00.000-07:00

rainy days! perfect for steamboat! had steamboat at grandma house on saturday. gotten a chance to go out and dress up! hehehe. its been v v long since i dress up/make up. i realised many of my sponges and brushes need to be replaced. i look forward to shopping after promos! haha. i wore my boots! :D

its not the rainy season yet but these few days have been pouring. climate change? lol. i dont mind actually. feel so good after a hot bathe and wear wintery kind of clothes and boots! plus how about a cup of hot tea? no coffee for me please. haha!

the lack of updates is apparently due to school. common tests + promos. super slacky but i cant help. lol. shall just do my best. i can forget about entering the honour rolls. my target have changed. i need to be realistic. lol. ave C will do. :/

the slope there very muddy and slippery. walk by the roadside to cross.
maybe our relationship is not too bad afterall.

i love dressing up!

2008-08-10T06:05:00.000-07:00

dead! slack all the way :/

keep watching olympics. today watched gymnastics, swimming, basketball (boys) and scoccer! woo. i like the basketball match. its spain vs greece. spain won. i like RUBIO RICKY from spain. hahaha. his last goal! niceeeee & hes cute. hahaha!

i intend to stay in school tml to finish all the hmk! hmm, shall see huh.

2008-08-09T00:37:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DAD & SG!

2008-08-09T00:21:00.000-07:00

i wanted to complete all the hmk on friday but i failed. (how could i have made it la haha!) on friday, i finished watching a tvb series called 'strike at heart' (jin yan yi qiang) online. then today only did some hmk. i keep watching the olympic matches. haha! i watched volleyball and basketballs (both girls) this morning. i enjoy saying, "nice shot! nice shot!" LMAO. i think i dont need to go out already. lol.

bad news is my cousin died. i heard he commited suicide under the influence of alcohol. i suppose the reason is problems of extra martial affairs. i dont really feel sad for him because we are not close cousins, rarely know each other. but i do feel sad for his family. now dead, he left behind his parents, his wife and his 3-year old son.

is it his unfaithfulness that kills him?

bud: target nia. :/ kao ni le!
mal: hey! i miss you too laopo <3
ming: haha alright. (:
gekyin: whatever!
clarice: haha. not free laaaaaaaa
elaine: ok (:

2008-08-04T03:32:00.000-07:00

HAO FAN AH!

2008-08-02T22:29:00.000-07:00

updates on my life? hmm, becoming a ~~full-time~~ part-time mugger?
not wanting to be one but being compelled to be one :(

nothing happening, everyday is just about school/study (so sian!) i yearn to go out but aye, all the work piling up and common test/promos are so freaking near.

TARGET: GET INTO HONOUR ROLL FOR PROMOS!
anybody who is in the honour roll can tell me what is your ranking point? need to gage myself

therefore wont be blogging very often. now i understand why jc people blog less.

everytime i read newspaper i am so tempted by the LASIK adverts. O.O

2008-07-23T00:56:00.000-07:00

mood now: happy!
why? cause i finally managed to download the songs i wanted!

gp common test tml! oh noooooooo.

xuezhen: yup! haha thanks
mingo: never punch people before :/
elaine: LOL indeed, i should.
gervin: haha yea alright! thanks. i miss you too (:

2008-07-22T00:54:00.000-07:00

ZZ. I MET SICKO! -____-

was on the escalator when i heard the auntie from behind shouting "boy, what you doing?!" then i turned back. the auntie told me he was filming my beneath. he denied and wanted to show me his videos to prove that he didnt (like as if you will admit?!) i didnt know what to do, the auntie just walked away. i diao him before i went off.

my first time meeting such incident. i dont know what to do. i need someone to talk to so i called gekyin whom i just parted not long ago. thanks gekyin! feel alright now. i got wear shorts so i suppose he couldnt has captured anything.

SICKO SICKO SICKO!

L> BF. jking lol.

2008-07-18T22:49:00.001-07:00

i have been doing serious work when i online today since 10am. doing pw and geo discussion. pw sucks laaaaaa. i do so long only finish editing introduction. super hard to explain can. still got impact and ws's reason for choice. grrr. those red bold lines make my eyes go starry. - -

and i have got lots of hmk undone. common test is this coming week can! following closely is the PROMOS! goodness.

main point is pw sucks and i need to grumble.

huixin: yoyo!
jacq: ahbuthen!
weee: no its fun! you fail right. HAHA. :x

2008-07-18T00:02:00.000-07:00

PE IS FUN! HAHAHA. YES, I SAID THIS.

had pe ytd and today. ytd we went to gym. woo! feels great to exercise. i know i know.. i run at the speed of 6 and 10mins for 2 laps while jac can run at speed 10, 3 laps with roughly about the same time. i screamed for pain for almost all the machines, some i cannot even do. mr singh doubted that i passed NAPFA. hey i passed afterall! oh whatever!

today we had floorball match! we played against another class and the result is 5-NIL. HAHA. sad to say, we are the "NIL". but yea very fun and tiring. i got no stamina la, run awhile very tired already.

and here, i have uploaded. taken after class phototaking.

2008-07-13T00:35:00.000-07:00

FEELING NAUGHTY NOW!!! HAHAHAHA

jac: haha ok shall see
char: i see. i miss you <3
fel: realistic woman - -
elaine: hello my friend!

2008-07-09T23:58:00.000-07:00

ECONS is bad bad bad. U grade! was especially disappointed because i wasnt expecting this. for the case study, fine if i get U. understandable. BUT ESSAY?! WTF. i thought i had prepared for the essay and the questions are spot on. what freaking 'illustrate with examples', 'discuss'?! I DONT UNDERSTAND! i feel very annoyed. i dont know why is it wrong. i feel my ans is right. WHY WHY WHY!!! i better consult Mr Harold Khoo ( i have always wonder if he is fel khoo's cousin). i dont want to make the same mistakes again in promos. econs is the last subject that i would expect to get U lehhh. super sad :(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUDDY :)

2008-07-06T04:35:00.000-07:00

wee wee is great!! we shop we eat we laugh. hahaha
why am i looking elsewhere - -

2008-07-01T01:27:00.001-07:00

alrightyyyyy! ytd suppose to have pw from 8-5 la. but we went off at like 1130 :X where did we go? we went amk hub to have lunch. lunch at nebo because irene refuse to have subway. we played games too. hahah so lame. but fun la huh.

unfair you know. we all ate fish. and apparently its the same. jac's burger got 2, irene got 3. me and bud only got 1!!! i am so gona order irene's next time.

done pw first part the whole of today. so siannnnnnn.

pictures taken by my lousy phone.
now you see me..

now you dont! hahaha

jac's filet burger

bud's filet spag (mine too!)

irene's fish and wedges!

hoho. stupid jac :D

2008-06-28T23:17:00.000-07:00

hey new chatroom. haha, the smileys so fun. my screenie name is 'jrfaith'.

TAG OK! HAHA.